Friday, June 20, 2014

Expired, Overstayed

...hanya itulah kata2 yang sesuai utk saat ini. melihat sahabat2 lain bergembira bergraduasi.

"ah, tak lama lagi aku juga bakal menyusul"
entah kenapa kata2 yang seharusnya beri semangat dan motivasi, akhir2 ini sering aku pandang sebagai 'rasionalisasi'. seolah2 ada kata yang membisikkan
"heh, alasan saja itu semua. saja nak sedapkan hati sendiri"
lemah.
"No matter how fast, light will always find darkness ahead. And it will never stop travelling through time and space.
So if you can hear my voice, please find me and shine my soul to the deepest core. 
There I stood in open darkness, as the sound echoing back. How can the light reach me when I'm the one who is photophoebic? And how will it hear my voice when voice itself travel slower than the light? 
 There I stoned, amazed of how stupid I could be...